She sat by her desk and began to write. Her goal was to write it all on paper, to leave no stone unturned. She knew that she had to get all her feelings and emotions down on paper before she exploded, before she said something she ought to have kept to herself.
She wondered if she’d ever say those things out loud, if there will ever be an opportunity to do so. She played the events in her head over and over again, each time questioning her own actions, her motives, her reactions. She had so many things she could have said and done in hindsight. She knew it was a dangerous train of thoughts, dwelling in what ifs and what could have been. She knew she had to focus on the task at hand, writing it all down, as it was.
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