I have never understood the value of patience. I still don’t. I don’t understand why I have to wait for things instead of having them now. Why do I have to wait for the right job? Why isn’t it available right now? Why do I have to wait for the right time? Isn’t time always right? I honestly don’t understand.
I understand the reasoning behind patience. That experience will allow you to grow and mature and bring you to the right place at the right time for the right things. But why are all those things always in the future? Why has my experience so far not bought me the right things, at this right time?
I don’t recall ever being in the right place, at the right time, with the right thing, even when attempting to be patient. I just feel that I’m constantly missing it, or the right thing passes by without me, and I’m left standing alone in the wrong place, at the wrong time.
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